I Wish

Hey Dad,
 
       I was inspired by Alex to make my own blog. Unlike hers I will have spelling mistakes and zackisms. I know you love when I make up my own words so might make some on purpose. Anyway, I just wanted to say that so far 2017 feels like 2016 the sequel if you know what I mean. School is a lot harder this year without you by my side. I know that I can feel you sometimes but I also don't want to lose that feeling. It feels like you've left. I know that you want to be here with us but you can't. That just sucks. It just super sucks. I've thought back on all those pointless fights that we've had and I've noticed that, and I hate to say this but, you were right. You were always right. I let my own silly teenage brain control me and tell me that every little fight is a battle worth fighting and that it had to be done or solved m way. I'm not saying that we've had a bad relationship but i wish I could have a perfect one with you. I wish I could turn back time and stop myself from these worthless fights. Anyways dad...

Love you forever and always,
 Zack